lord, i'm doing all i can, to be a better man."
Ain't it funny when certain things that happen around us reminds us of songs. Like there's this inextricable link between occurrences and songs.
I was stirring up a cup of hot tea a while ago and consciously I inhaled the crisp air from the rain outside, almost immediately Robbie William's Better Man got into my head. Then I had visions of the times back in my university day, walking through the corridors with friends, walking through the lacklustre corridors facing the lecturer's rooms. And then when the chorus came in, somehow what just happened recently, flashes through my mind like a montage. I want, or at least I tried, to be a better man.
Go easy on my conscience
'Cause it's not my fault
I know I've been taught
To take the blame
Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man
I'm just having this withdrawal symptoms. Something everybody has if something they loved get taken away from them.
I'm not gonna be hypocritical and say everything's alright, in fact nothing is. But one thing's for sure, I believe in destiny. Things happened for a reason. So while, I heal my sorrow with Robbie William's, we'll just see what happen next.
*claps like a gospels in a trance.
true.. like when u are walking alone, thinking of a loved one.. and all of a sudden, All-4-One's So Much In Love plays in the background~
ReplyDeleteAnonymous - Yeah, I know right. It's weird how these songs could just popped into your brain, leave a mark and then *poof* disappear. Weird.
ReplyDeleteAnyway, you are? I'll appreciate it if you could leave your name, at least I know you're human.
the name's Nur. sorry, was lazy to log in~
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