superman exists.

i dont know what im feeling now, im just so tired from all the thinking.
all these while you kept your peace, you were silent, not a single thing from you.
i dont want to blame your ego, but i have no other things i could blame.
i tried to do things i thought were best for me, i tried and i think i failed.
im now in the biggest shit ever, i dont know what to do, how to react.
i dont even know what to do next, put aside solutions, i dont even have a solution.
im just very tired right now and i wish you were here with me, cause i know you will make everything right,
i miss you fucking much, a thing you dont even know, a thing you dont even think.
i tried to find alternatives and now im finding it hard to accept myself,
it's not helping that it's killing me inside.

i fucking love you, sayang. :(