superman exists.

i haven't felt like this for a long time, i don't even know if i should be feeling this way. it's like a feeling of uncertainty, a feeling that even im not familiar with. i experienced it once, but it occurred with a particular person, not with two. this time, i don't know why it's there again, with two. i know it's wrong, i tell myself it's wrong, but i can't help this feeling. maybe it's a test, maybe it's not. give the benefit of a doubt, i am doubting it's a test. but, while i am here trying to figure out where the hell i have gone wrong or right, i don't even know where to start. this uncertainty is killing me because i know it's killing you too. :( please do know, i never did want to hurt anybody, especially you.